Thursday, August 20, 2015

Some Mornings Are Worse Than Others

The sunrise this morning didn't help. I didn't sleep well last night and ended up "getting into my head" way too much.
Doubt, pain, heartache, tears, anger, self-pity, worry; all these seem to be my nighttime companions.
All these and a lot more.
Seeing the sunrise just reminded me that I have basically nothing left in my life to give me hope for the future.
So, today kinda sucks in a big way.
My hosts have medical appointments in Littleton today, so I am at the house with little to do. I am watching their kids, but, at their ages (14 & 10), they don't need a lot of watching.
So, watching the news ( THAT'S not gonna cheer me up) and then....dunno.
I hate being at "loose ends".

1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry honey, I wish there was something I could do or say that would help. I know you are a strong woman & you will get through this. I also know the love you two had for each other all those years,still have....& I believe that will prevail over the trials you're going through now. Sending you lots of love.


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