Well, for those interested in the current shambles of my life, here's how I am dealing with all the chaos and heartbreak and ....well, stuff.
I am going to therapy. I am profoundly depressed and I recognized it and was able to find a therapist to help me cope with what is going on in my life.
The Darlin' Man and I are keeping the lines of communication open. He has admitted he has no clue on what to do with the goats and other livestock and was even unsure about how much to feed, etc.
So, I am taking over the care and feeding of the livestock. He buys the hay, I provide the knowledge and labor.
We are....talking. But both of us are damaged people and it will take a lot of healing to get our act together.
Reconciliation?
Maybe.
But not right now. It may take a year...at least several months. We both have a lot to work on.
Hugs to you my friend
ReplyDeleteI really think you two will be okay in the end. Life takes a toll & it's okay to have some cracks that need mended. We all have them. So glad you reached out for help, hopefully he too seeks help so you two can mend. Sending you tons of love hun. You will get through this.
ReplyDeleteTake it one day at a time. Good to hear you have someone to talk with to help. Sending hugs to you.
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